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Saturday, 13 June 2015

රියදුරු කාමරයේ මම

12.43
පස් වරුවක.

හුරු පුරුදු
නෝක්කාඩු
සුලබ විහිළු
ඇමතුම්
පිටවීම්
වාහන සද්ද
ඒයි ඕයි
අඩෝ මචං
මෙහෙ ට වර
පල
කුණුහරුප සමග
අභිනිෂ්ක්‍රමණය කර ඇති
ආයතනික තහනම ක
අතුරු කතාවකි.

සීතලක මායාව මවන්නට
ඇස්බෙස්ටොස් උණුහුමක්
කරකවන විදුලි පංකාව,
ඉහිරුනු තේ කහට පැල්ලමින්
විචිත්‍ර වූ මෙට්ට
උඩු කය බැහැර කල කමිස
සිය දිවි හානි කරමින්
බිත්ති වල තැන තැන
මංමුලාවුණ ගිනිකූරු
කොසු නොමැති පොලවේ
අළු දුහුවිලි මත
වැතිරුණ
කාර්යාලයකි
සර්වසම්පූර්ණ වූ.

ඉතින් මම
රියදුරු ලෙස
කතෘ ගේ රිය පදවන
තුන්-සාමාජික වෘත්තීය සමතියක 
සාමාජිකත්වයේ අවසරින්
පලා ගිය මිතුරන් ද
ඔවුන් ට එපාවුණ
මාවත් ද සොයමින්
කහ ඉර නොහඳුනන මිනිසුන්
එලවමින් පසෙකට
මොහොතකට ඉඩ දුනිමි
පිනි බින්දුවක සිරවුණ
එන්නට
ලැඟුම් ගන්නට
නිදි කරවන්නට.

The drivers' room

There's no one here now,
12.43 pm on Saturdays
is an out-of-bound story
and out of character too,
just the illusion of coolness
spun by a fan rebelling 
against asbestos heat,
bunk beds stained with careless tea
men-less shirts 
in suicidal suspense 
broomless floors
lost matchsticks and ash
an office, nevertheless
and I
driver of an editor's car
member of a union
of three
wander on roads 
armed with highway code
shoo away the pedestrian
make way for a moment 
locked in amber
abandon work
and submit 
to blessed slumber. 

Thursday, 11 June 2015

The wrecking and wreckage of words

There were words 
so many in so many ways configured
tapestries and nondescript doormats 
love notes and excuses.
There were words,always
and I never asked who made them
I never asked 
why they never asked permission;
they came, stayed, marked
erased and left.
I didn't ask where or why
and didn't follow  
not into gutter and drain
not into cloud or river.
There were words then
and they camouflaged of silence
shielded solitude.
But now
each word I send reveals
in reading and in the unclothing.
I should freeze in the cold sun
of exposures unfamiliar.
It's warm
in the un-wording
and the irrelevancing of text. 

Wednesday, 10 June 2015

Flight of the shadow grain

When questions generate questions
in a back-forth of metaphor 
where grain is planted in light
watered by shadow 
and the harvest threshed
in and with silence 
a heart cannot but break
and in the freedom of fracture
fly.

Tuesday, 9 June 2015

At the intersection of insomnias

There are wild swans
that shape forests and lakes
tiptoeing that offers interlude 
to birdsong and conversation-drip
from leaf and sky,
a kalagediya and solitude;
there's a knife being cut by heart
words that are overtaken by words
a stumbling more firm
than stride and stop sign;
and tonight
as cut-glass and blood 
sack-cloth humility
and the crossing of ash
a Franciscan at your door
arrived
to wait
for the collapse of centuries
and the proscription of words. 

Monday, 8 June 2015

බෝනික්කන්ගේ කතාවක්*

දොර ඇරෙන්නේ 
තට්ටු කරන්නන්ටම නොවේ
දැන හැඳුනුම්කම ම වරමකි
නෑකම ම අවසරයකි
ඉතින් පැමිණෙති
ගොදුරු කර ගනිති
ගනිති ගනිති ගනිති

හැඩුම් නාඳුනන
පුංචි බෝනික්කෝ
මුල්ලක ට වී
වකුටු වී
මැරෙති
මැරෙති
මැරෙති.


*සේයා, විත්‍යා සහ අනෙක් දියණියන් සිහිකරමින් 

Tuesday, 19 May 2015

As she lay sleeping

The word unsaid
and spoken word
danced among pigeons 
chased pollen and dialects
and at sunset sat
across an oaken table
stirred weariness
into coffee and violets
compared notes. 

Meanwhile
in an orphaned city
where highways left byways
and flew over rabbits and tortoises
the road not taken
met the chosen path
and in gravel tones
smoothened by silences
talked of the lost maps of sanity
where
where we were before
has forever been erased. 

There were also lemons
that had never heard of lemonade
pigs ignorant of bacon and sausage
lovers yet ignorant of heartache
delicate vases pouring scents
that twirl in Dry Zone dust
to gather the songs
of the voiceless.

There is blood and despair,
sunlight bested by cloud
trembling rain and grass
raw woodapple smiles
that creep under elephant fear
to flavor sambol and resurrections
no one will ever record.

There’s news of an earthquake
and a kidnapping
chips falling where they did
murder legal and otherwise
percolating the gastric juices
so necessary
for the consumption of the unpalatable.

And it rained
and it rains
gigantic turtles
escaped from an evolutionist’s cage
arrest eyes and time
and all things unregistered
commerce in the black markets of defeat
where the marrow of a city
lie amid scattered vegetables
too dead for resurrection.

In the rear view mirror
the road runs away
and the competitive spirit
brings closer the pursuer
people bend and swerve
up ante and give the V-sign
only to be stopped by red light
and pedestrian crossing
the accidental intersections
four letter words
that coin new vocabularies
in the consecration of impatience.

There’s a window pane
and a tree
a curtain and an alarm clock
conspiring to stop dream
and nightmare
a blue balloon and a kite
catching lightening and curse
watermelon pink
splattered on a pavement
where cats given up on love
settle for wayside food.

There are hands that would hold
eyes that will not close
a bedside vigil
in candle lit despair
a book with intoxicating ink
the music of turning pages
and hearts
so many times turned
inside out
that reverse works just as well.

There’s a foot step
on a footfallen landing
abandoned keys
and rust frayed knives
that cannot cut or blunt
and words that return
wearing unrecognizable vowels.

They gather at your feet
all these creatures of your making
they mean no harm
they dare not touch
they would not go
had they the choice
but will disappear with the first stirring
and you in half-sleep stupor
and fully awoken clarity
without cry or smile
will gather what’s left
from pre-sleep memory
toss it all into the garbage can
return to bed
and sleep.

Bless you, my child.